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I feel like I got hit by a truck. I hate this feeling most of the time I wake up like this ,But who knows I'm a messed up child.I feel sick.I want to die. I wish I could stop the pain.My name is Layla and My life isn't a fairy tale it all started when I was 9.....

Ohio is for lovers

Chapter 1.
Life.

When you were 8 you always thought you would grow up to be a princess or the president of the United states or something like that. Right? Well I know at least most kids thought that. When I was a little girl I thought I would be a Princess and Marry a handsome Prince on a White horse. I told my mom I would be just like Cinderella! My mom told me story's about princesses and how they kissed a frog or married a handsome prince. When I was 9 my mom was killed in a Car accident and my dad went crazy a week after my mom died. I was sent to Foster care were every girl acted like they would beat the shit out of me , But I was tough. I still am. Nothing is gonna take me down. I shared a room with 9 other girls. Four of them never met there parents and the other fives parents just gave up on them. Apparently I was the lucky one. I didn't think so. Eight days after I was put into Foster care Lisa (one of the girls that I shared a room with) Killed herself. She was my Best friend. I gave up on my life that day. Three years after I was put in the Foster care I was adopted. August 3rd was the day exactly. I was 12. I hated the women who adopted me she was Fat, had red hair, She was Buck toothed , and she smelled like dead cat. Her name was Marissa.
I called her Fruit Loop.

Ohio is for lovers

Chapter 2.
Fruit Loop.

Well here she is That's Fruit Loop.Can't miss her. She looks like a Blimp. Well all this chapter is about is how she RUINED my life. Marissa is 43. I have lived with her for 5 years now. I'm 16. She put me in a private school. At least it was a girls and boys school though. She made me do nasty chores.Like rub lotion on her feet , shave her husbands back , Clean the toilet , kill bugs , and clean the gutters. I guess the regular or thats what she thought. Once I tried slitting my throat just to get away from her, But she caught me before I could then. She made me stay in the basement for a week I could only come out for breakfast , lunch , Dinner, and bathroom. She thinks she can do what ever she wants to me because she thinks I think she is my REAL mom. She also thinks I don't remember my child hood so she makes up lies and tries to make me believe her. I never will. She sign's me up for beauty Pageant's , But I always loose.On purpose. Then when were in private she beats me and yells at me to be more beautiful. I can't. I'm me. I'm only human......Right? Well she thinks I have the powers of god. I don't even believe in god.or Jesus. Or the Holy spirit.Why should I? They haven't done anything in my life , But whatever.

Ohio is for lovers

Chapter 3.
Ohio High.

His name is Mark ,But he has a girlfriend. His girlfriends name is Ashley. They aren't the popular kids more like the scene kids if you know what i mean , But everyone knows who they are. Only because so freshman saw Ashley and mark having sex under the bleachers one night. I think they were drunk ,But thats my opinion. Ashley and Mark or Seniors. I'm just a junior. I have had plenty of boyfriends in my life and I regret them all. I am a fast girl and i hate it when I date a guy who isn't up to do what I want. People at school call me "Whore , Slut, tramp." I'm use to it so it doesn't hurt me anymore. I guess you could say i am adventures . Pshh I don't even know what to call me sometimes I just think of myself as a monster.I'm not that bad looking. It's just what my emotions are and stuff like that. the other teens at my school like to call me Layla Loser. Or something like that. Thats o.k. though because when I graduate I am moving to Paris. Thats were my mom is from , But for right now i have to focus on passing through high school or i will never get to Paris. My mom home schooled me from when I was 5 - 9 then she passed away that summer. High school isn't as bad as you here in most books or in movie. Ya life is complicating , But it wouldn't really be as exciting if everything was all happy and stuff you know? To tell you the truth Fruit loop taught me that. She told me that the 1st day I started high school. I guess when you think about it she isn't that bad of a women. Today is the 1st day back from winter vacation. As usual school is boring and I cant remember my locker combination. I never memorized it i just wrote it on the top of my book bag. The problem is I had to through my book bag away cause fruit loop's cat threw up in it. Now I am skrewed. I feel sick and I am thinking of ditching Algebra,But I saw Mrs. Fink already .Mrs.Fink is my teacher and she is my favorite too. Well then again Everyone loves her. So here I am sitting in Algebra and for some reason all I can think of is Mark. I don't know why.

Ohio is for lovers

Chapter 4.
A true blonde.


Me and Taylor are Best friends we have everything in common only she is Blonde and I have Black hair.We were in foster care together and she was one of my room mates.To tell you the truth we didn't get along well. until right before I was adopted she told me that even though we fought she will miss me. Then high school started and we found each other again .I am so jealous of her cause she is pretty and her new mom is rich and she gets what ever she wants. But we know we got each others back now and we tell each other we will NEVER fight like we did when we were in foster care. We always pass notes during class ,Bur today she decides "who needs notes why don't I just blurt it out in front of everyone to hear." Taylor is a TRUE dumb blonde and of course she has to say this one thing out loud. "OMG Layla Mark is single now you can go out with him." Yea Taylor is embarrising especially now that she said that in front of everybody.THANK YOU TAYLOR. Of course after 2 minutes she realizes why the class is laughing and she freaks out and says this."OMG did I say that out loud Layla I am so sorry I didn't mean to tell everyone you are like madly in love with mark. At least I didn't tell them how you have a whole notebook filled with cartoons of you and mark kissing and stuff ." Wow all I can think of is TAYLOR SHUT UP ALREADY , But no Taylor realizes again what she just said and blushes.Well my life is ruined. I think I am gonna Hurl.

Ohio is for lovers.

Chapter 5.


I hate this so much. I want to die. My mom is dead. My dad is crazy. I live with foster parents. I have only 1 friend , And now everyone knows one of my biggest secrets!I have 5 major secrets. When I was 15 I wrote all my biggest secrets on a piece of paper i tied it around an old umbrella on a REALLY windy day and I let the umbrella go. That umbrella was my grandma's I didnt really want it since I had her necklace . I don't know were that umbrella is now , but i guess were ever it is someone knows my secrets. One of them was who i loved and of course now every one knows thanks to Taylor. I guess it doesn't matter were that umbrella is and who has it because who ever has it probably lives far far far away.Right? Taylor was with me when i let go that umbrella. That's how she knows all my secrets. The only thing I don't get is how she knows mark is single when they aren't in the same class. let alone the same grade. I'll ask her later. Today will be the first time I go to her house. I have never been to her house , but she has been to mine. Since it's Friday I am gonna spend the night at her house. I can't wait. She said she has to tell me something when we get there.It's probably nothing important. See with Taylor when she wants to tell me something she thinks is important , It really isn't. Then when she thinks it's not important , It really is. Taylor is pretty confusing. Well kinda. Now that I have known her for so long , i understand everything she says.